One More Thing....

I also just have to post about how excited I am. I really hope I'm not jinxing anything by saying this though!

If all goes as planned, we will be back in our house on June 1. I am so excited I could cry. I have so appreciated my in-laws for letting us live with them. There aren't words for how lucky we are to have had them put up with us. But I have to say, there is just nothing like having your own space. I have just been day-dreaming about being back home --- what we will do and everything. And it will be summer time so we can enjoy the backyard and warm summer nights. I can send Chloe outside to play while I am working right next to the back door and I can hang my clothes up to dry on the line (that we will put up) outside.

I hate getting so excited about this since we still have 2 months to go and who knows what shape our house will be in --- but I just can't help it. We have made so much progress with our finances over just the last couple of months! Shane selflessly sold his 4-wheeler and that gave us just the boost we needed. Now, all that is left is his credit card --- that should be paid off by August, if not before. We have been so lucky to have good work for the last two months too.

I really can't explain, but 2009 was a cursed year. Nothing good happened last year. It was terrible - absolutely awful. In just these first 3 months, 2010 is light years better than all of last year combined! We have made some poor decisions and we had to pay for them - literally. Everyone makes mistakes and we will make many more, but I am hoping that we have been given a second chance to be responsible, self-sufficient, completely independent adults.

I don't want to sound ungrateful for what my in-laws have done. I cannot even imagine the sacrifices they have made for us to live here - rent-free. I have really tried to do my part but still, there is nothing that can compensate for letting intruders into your home for a year --- intruders with 2 DOGS! Two dogs that poop a lot..... I can't imagine what kind of situation we would be in now if it weren't for their generosity and kindness. We would have lost our house though, that's for sure. I will spend the rest of my life trying to come up with a way to show my appreciation.

We are still super stressed about moving back into the house. We haven't even thought about the food we will have to buy when we're back there - just to get started!! We've been mooching off the parents all this time so we have nothing!! We will still have to make many sacrifices... So we watch our tv shows on Hulu rather than getting satellite again or we hang-dry all of our clothes rather than use the electricity on the dryer... All the little things add up. I am so looking forward to being the home-maker I always wanted to be and just being grown-ups again.

So you may see us asking for moving help in a couple of months because we need to get it done super-fast so I can get my office set up and working right away. :) Hopefully we can rent a small U-haul or something so we only have to make one trip.

OH -- AND WE REALLY NEED TO START LOOKING INTO SELLING OUR CAR AND GETTING SOMETHING BIGGER BECAUSE MY CAR DOES NOT FIT TWO CARSEATS. TRIED IT... DOESN'T WORK!!!! So if anyone needs a car..... :)